Moments

We lye here tonight, Brush the hair from your sleepless eyes.

Watch the moon glisten through the raindrops on the window pain.

Gentle moments, Simple wishes, Caught in this moment. One so rare.

A heart will break, I will be there, try to comfort the simple undoing.

Tears will fall leaving a trail of memories running down your cheek.

With one wipe, you soak away all the little moments.

The smile is a mask, your pain can be seen far beyond. The let down you really cant burry.

Kiss your cheek, Slowly say goodbye for this is the last moment of our memories that you will cry.

Burn

One day your world will burn, You'll lye in the ashes of the fire you churned.

Spreading the fire with your greed and evil desire. We will watch as your world burns.

The green temptress has never played a part for those who are true and have a pure heart.

Your open mouth only spills lies, Your eyes cant deceive the monster that grows inside.

The monster grows as you feed on the temptress, your eyes turn green your thoughts are not clean. For you shall see that the monster you grow will eat you alive.

Remember the days of the light, Because on that day we will watch you burn, no longer can we help for these are your coals that you churned.

Endless Rain

Suffocated by the constant rain and dark skies

Nothing seems to be enough to shine some sun on these days

Stuck in a house concealed in these walls

The negative vibes tear through the soul

Can't seem to escape to the world outside

Want to take a breath of air

but feels like my lungs have collapsed as my world is up in the air

Watching it all come undone

Who's the hero when will it all change

For the world I see is burning in flames

Lives torn to never be left the same

Lots given up all lost in this rain

Soon I feel ill br drowned in this rain

Keep Feeding

Trying to see this world behind a different lens. Its hard when others cant seem to lift the cloud from there eyes.

For they live with all these sheltered lies. Its not the only way, for your judgements will only plague you.

Theres more to this than what you speak my friend. You disagree with how i am, For i would not judge you because of how i am.

I let you live never telling you it wrong. At every chance you try to shove it in my face and down my throat.

I cant keep choking for your grip can not with stand the power that is this man.

Your trying only pushes your hand, Sends me farther away to the black whole.

If you would like to feed the fire continue to do so, but in the end you will be the one wondering where i am.

Treasure Chest

Never know where you might be, So patiently waiting for you to catch me.

Looking for answers and scrambling through these scenes, Every day becomes a challenge for me.

Know i am not alone, your search must be the same, makes you wonder if it will ever be.

Hope drives me, Fear keeps me from these things.

Closed off to the world, the treasure locked in a deep chest. Bound by words haunted memories of the past.Will you have the patience to dig to the deepest of depths.

I am not simple and the puzzle is a complicated task, For the right person the grip of the pain will soon subside, for it will be a fight that will stand the test of time.

All good things come in time, the wait has been long and complicated at best.

For the frustration of the search keeps me locked in swells of the oceans nest.

Here i wait the time will soon come, i will be ready to escape with your from this nest.

the time of the wait will seem to have never exist, For the best times will sure be a plenty,

as we rise from the nest. The swells shall subside, the dreams of days of loneliness will come to rest. We shall soar to the sky's always looking down upon the travels that lead to this. Appreciation for what was, Will keep us humble and ready for the next test.

Beginning a New

Its been over a month and I'm actually surprised how much i have been enjoying Washington. I wasnt sure how it would be when i left Montana but i knew it would be better than what i had going on there. I actually feel like im right where i am supposed to be and doing exactly what im supposed to be doing. Since moving well its been a work in progress over the last 3 years. I have been on a search for god. Had been praying and praying cause i could feel something was missing in me.

So since moving back i have started to attend church. Been 3 weeks in a row and prior to that had not been in 6 yrs. It feels amazing to let your self open up to something and just soak it in. I feel so happy that i have accepted god in my life and i honestly feel like a new man. I still have along ways to go but slowly am becoming the man that i have always wanted to be.

So in between now and the next time i write i will have been to utah to help brittany and danny pack. Than to montana and grabbing my stuff lol. This summer has been sooooo busy but its been good i will keep yall posted on how im doing.

Looking Forward

Alright so its July 5, 2010. New place.... well old place but back home i guess you could say. I was going to move back in May of this year but didnt due my feelings for other people. I dont regret it and have learned a few things from those expiriences.

In the last month I had been living in Montana. Went to Cali june 11th went back to montana june 19th moved to washington June 20th, Than June 26th we left for utah and made an over night stop in Idaho. We left utah the 2nd of July and went through Idaho and Oregon. Arrived back here on the 3rd of july. So thats how my summer has been so far. I will be making it back to Montana here in the next week or so to grab my stuff.

I am in Washington for the time being to see where my dads company will take me. Its been nice being back in the area where i grew up as a kid. It doesnt feel like it once did and isnt a place i would like to stay forever so for now this is just another pit stop along my journey of life. I am excited for the new opportunities that the future holds for me.

So thats all that has been going on hahah there is lot more to the few typed paragraphs but they really dont need to be said. Live Love And Learn thats all we can do. Until Next time stay classy san diego.... im Gerty?