Treasure Chest

Never know where you might be, So patiently waiting for you to catch me.

Looking for answers and scrambling through these scenes, Every day becomes a challenge for me.

Know i am not alone, your search must be the same, makes you wonder if it will ever be.

Hope drives me, Fear keeps me from these things.

Closed off to the world, the treasure locked in a deep chest. Bound by words haunted memories of the past.Will you have the patience to dig to the deepest of depths.

I am not simple and the puzzle is a complicated task, For the right person the grip of the pain will soon subside, for it will be a fight that will stand the test of time.

All good things come in time, the wait has been long and complicated at best.

For the frustration of the search keeps me locked in swells of the oceans nest.

Here i wait the time will soon come, i will be ready to escape with your from this nest.

the time of the wait will seem to have never exist, For the best times will sure be a plenty,

as we rise from the nest. The swells shall subside, the dreams of days of loneliness will come to rest. We shall soar to the sky's always looking down upon the travels that lead to this. Appreciation for what was, Will keep us humble and ready for the next test.

Beginning a New

Its been over a month and I'm actually surprised how much i have been enjoying Washington. I wasnt sure how it would be when i left Montana but i knew it would be better than what i had going on there. I actually feel like im right where i am supposed to be and doing exactly what im supposed to be doing. Since moving well its been a work in progress over the last 3 years. I have been on a search for god. Had been praying and praying cause i could feel something was missing in me.

So since moving back i have started to attend church. Been 3 weeks in a row and prior to that had not been in 6 yrs. It feels amazing to let your self open up to something and just soak it in. I feel so happy that i have accepted god in my life and i honestly feel like a new man. I still have along ways to go but slowly am becoming the man that i have always wanted to be.

So in between now and the next time i write i will have been to utah to help brittany and danny pack. Than to montana and grabbing my stuff lol. This summer has been sooooo busy but its been good i will keep yall posted on how im doing.

Looking Forward

Alright so its July 5, 2010. New place.... well old place but back home i guess you could say. I was going to move back in May of this year but didnt due my feelings for other people. I dont regret it and have learned a few things from those expiriences.

In the last month I had been living in Montana. Went to Cali june 11th went back to montana june 19th moved to washington June 20th, Than June 26th we left for utah and made an over night stop in Idaho. We left utah the 2nd of July and went through Idaho and Oregon. Arrived back here on the 3rd of july. So thats how my summer has been so far. I will be making it back to Montana here in the next week or so to grab my stuff.

I am in Washington for the time being to see where my dads company will take me. Its been nice being back in the area where i grew up as a kid. It doesnt feel like it once did and isnt a place i would like to stay forever so for now this is just another pit stop along my journey of life. I am excited for the new opportunities that the future holds for me.

So thats all that has been going on hahah there is lot more to the few typed paragraphs but they really dont need to be said. Live Love And Learn thats all we can do. Until Next time stay classy san diego.... im Gerty?

Setting Free

Try to understand why you walked away, May never see it or what it was all worth.
I will do my best to figure it out, Not be bitter and shut my mouth.
Treating you so well was not enough to remove the feelings of the days you wish you could have my hugs.
I will always care there is no doubt there, But the damage has been done.
You walked away with out saying a word said you were taking a breather and than i heard the words.
I knew it was going to happen only a matter of time, It doesnt ease the pain cause your all i had wanted.
I feel week for loving so much, giving my all and now being crushed like i was smashed by a truck and crumbling like a brick wall.
Dont worry now i will be fine this is my life and i always come out right.
The scars will be there no matter what but one day someone will heal them and thats what this is all worth.
I will never forget you my dear friend but this is my strength and letting go is stronger than holding on.
You will see no matter what guys like him wont change but there words to get you to come back around.
Enjoy what you have and what you had because i will be walking tall knowing i was the best you could have ever had.

Wish you luck and all of the best i will miss you my friend im still here even if you dont want me till the end.

Road of Broken Dreams

Walking this road of broken dreams remembering the past and how the scars still bleed. The pain near gone the tears dried up. The distant memories that fade like a spring creek that disappears with a summer sun.

Everyday is a new growing wiser and strong. Seeing life as it is , No longer covered with a life consumed by fog. Not seeing the future is no longer an option for the burdens I've carried are no longer a disaster.

I walk the road of broken dreams. But for a man with a past its only a new beginning. With a mended heart and life full of passion. New dreams start to open life for a new direction. Today is just the beginning of my first step off the path of broken dreams. The rest is still to be written.

Friend

Its people like you that keep me carrying on. The once in a lifetime friend that makes you believe everything in this world hasn't gone wrong.

Out of nowhere you befriended me. Slowly walked across my heart and thats where you will always be. Not matter where life takes me i will never be more than a phone call away.

Just one look into your eyes and i can see your passion for life, Your caring demeanor and how you always want to make everything right. Its truly been a blessing to have you in my life.

I know your goals and some of your dreams. I hope you achieve every single one. If any one can do it you would be the one.

I write this to hopefully make you smile. Wether you are sad or happy it doesnt really matter. Its just a reminder that your amazing and that you will always matter to me.

6 Years

Its been six years since you passed away, Went back home to be with family and loved ones that we have lost along the way. Not a day goes by that i dont think of your name. I can feel you all around. Life hasnt been the same since you went away. We all keep growing and striving for better things. It makes things easier when i know your there helping push us through another day.

Hard to believe its been this long since i have heard that laugh. Been called shit for brains or pecker neck, how i long for those days. The love and strength you exuded will never leave the air. I miss the days walking into the house, you holding you coffee and a funny little grin on your mouth. Hugging you so dear wish i could have never let go, Wish i had a video camera every time that you were near.

For grandpa your my hero, Its hard to hold back tears of the endless love that is still so clear. I walk every day with my head held high knowing that i am trying to be like you with every stride. You helped me in so many ways within this life even after you passed i still learn from lessons that you taught me when i was just a young man. I pray one day we will be back together and till that day you will live in all of our hearts forever.

Love ya gramps,

-Garrett-

Boy Howdy!

Well this again will be like another recap haha. Lets see since the new year i moved in with my brother his buddy dan so that makes three bachelors in one place. We all know what that means... Lots of ass, balls, and smells. But normally leaves for an entertaining evening on most nights. We have one dog named Willy.. he has been expensive and chewed up a few things of mine. For some reason he had it out for me when he first got here but i think we are doing better now. Lets see what can i tell ya about Dan? Dan is a good guy, the end! Just kidding Dan is a joke maker a drooper and the editor of our films and the chef of the house and the lonesome moonwalker that we have in Kila, Montana.

We all know chris my baby bro, the pain in the ass Lag screamer haha jk well about the pain in the ass he really is a lag screamer. (yes gaming term for those who dont know) He recently invented the bouncing bandalier and no you do not want to see this it is disturbing. I invented the bandalier and it was bad than now add a bounce and its a deadly combo. He also snores so no its not just cause i have a lil more meat on my bones it runs in these genes!

And now to me well what can i say im the big sexy the elly in smelly the ug in ugly ... wait WTF im writing about me. I am sure you all know me well enough that i am generally the one starting the stupid shit that might happen that involves skin. Cause for some reason i am comfy in my fat suit. But we are just having fun gaming it up and working. Its been fun and look forward to more fun and exciting events that may transpire on tape. Now get your gameface on!

Montana Ice Fishing

Howdy my fellow followers! Its been awhile since i last posted anything so figured i would get something up here. Recently had a day off on last friday and Casey, Horelick and I decided to go out to MCgregor and do some good ol fashion ice fishing. Well i guess you could say not so ol fashioned. Here is why....

Horelick bought a underwater panning camera. It was pretty cool seeing all the fish come up and mess with ur jig and what not. But the one that i actually caught was in to deep of water and we did not have the camera set up lol. I was actually tired of not having any bites so i told casey i think i may actually switch it up. Which i never do i usually stick to what has worked for me in the past so i am prepping the other jig and get it all ready. I than start to real up and i get about 4 or 5 reels in so im probably sitting at about 75 ft. of water right now and BOOM!!!! My hand slips off the real and casey is looking at me like you have got to be Fu**ing kidding me. ( he may have actually said it lol) and takes a minute or two to bring him up.He shot off twice back under the ice which you should not let happen cause it can but the line with the bottom of the ice.

Horlick did his usual and made fun of me lol He is just jealous cause i always out fish him. Going to a derby with casey and horelick and lots of others from feb 19-21 so should be good times. Oh yea the ice was about 4-6 inches thick and was kind of nuts walking and u could see feel and hear it crack right under ur feet. Well till next time stay classy san diego!